again...

I need a spark in my old boring life... AHH!! ( Pulling out hair) Dun worry, Ive got loads of hair. The holidays are coming, and I am NOT really looking forward to it. Its not like Im going overseas or any thing. and Im going to miss the JAPAN TRIP!!! I'm devastated... :( I'm staying in school with only a handful of friends. Hope I can do smth interesting with them, if not I am going to sob like crazy until I die (hopefully peacefully in my sleep). Hope I get into some good school like rgss or nushigh or nanyang... sounds like I have fo loads of hopes! Who ask me to be a very hopeful person! :)